Friday, March 28, 2014

Alexis is 2 weeks old today!

My sweet little love bug is 2 weeks old today!  I had ever intention of writing more over the past few days, but time was not on my side!  There were so many things that happened or that I thought of that I wanted to make sure I wrote about because I didn't want to forget, but life happened and guess what?!?!  I FORGOT!  ugh

Earlier this week mom and I took Hud and Alexis to the pediatrician.  Alexis needed her weight checked and Hud was sick.  It ended up working out well to get them both in at the same time.  Anyway, at that appointment we found out that Alexis had gained back all of her weight and was exactly 7 lbs 3 oz (her birth weight).  She is doing so good!

At two weeks old, Alexis has met/exceeded her birthweight.   She is a great eater!  She sleeps completely through the night and eats about every 3 hours during the morning/afternoon.  In the evenings, right before bed, Alexis starts cluster feeding and will eat every hour from about 7-10.  The trade off though is that she then has a FULL little belly and sleeps ALL NIGHT LONG!

Did I mention what a good sleeper Alexis is!?!?!  She came home from the hospital sleeping for longer stretches at night and her daddy and I couldn't be more thankful/appreciative!  She has let us get plenty of rest.  Now, at two weeks Alexis will sleep from 11-5:30am!  WE HAVE THE BEST BABY ON EARTH!  Oh, and she rarely cries either.  We really hit the jackpot here!

At two weeks Alexis:

  • Is awake and alert a lot more throughout the day
  • She tracks me with her eyes
  • Wears newborn clothes still
  • Wears NB diapers (but we weren't expecting this so we didn't buy a lot of them so she is transitioning into size 1)
  • Still has a full head of hair and LOVES bows!  :)
  • Has been on many outings (park, downtown, Tom&Chee, Target, meijer, babies r us)
  • Doesn't really care for her pacci
  • Doesn't like to be swaddled anymore.  She likes to be wrapped up from the chest down but wants her arms free.
  • Sleeps in either the pack n play or rock n play sleeper.
  • no longer has her bellybutton stump
  • has had to have her nails filed twice because they just keep growing
  • makes lots of little noises
  • LOVES to be held

Alexis we love you so much and are so happy you are here.  I don't know what we did without you.  Thank you for being such a great baby.  You have changed our world for the better and everyone who meets you falls head over heals for you and your sweet, happy self.  I am cherishing every minute because I know that all too soon this precious phase will be over.  WE LOVE YOU LEXI!

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

The hardest part...

Being a mommy to TWO beautiful children is amazing!  I absolutely love it!

I will say that everyone is adjusting really well to the new normal of our family, but I am probably having the hardest time.  It isn't because Alexis is a difficult baby, because she isn't.  She is actually a very easy baby andI couldn't be happier.  It is actually Hudson that is causing me "issues".   Ever sense we got ready to leave for the hospital, Hudson has been pushing me away.  Sometimes when I get close to him he holds his hand up to stop me and tells me to "go away" or "leave through the door".  It probably sounds stupid, but it breaks my heart!  Every time it happens (which isn't all the time, but enough) I end up having to leave the room because the tears just stat flowing.  What makes it even worse is that he wants my parents to be around and asks for them, but not me.   It makes me feel like I have done something wrong that my buddy, my baby doesn't want me around!

:(

Last night Hudson woke up crying and coughing and was pretty inconsolable (He has a nasty little cold).  After I gave hime some medicine I was just holding him in his bed and rocking him trying to help him calm down.  After a few minutes he told me he wanted Grandma and that was all he would say between sobs.  I of corse had tears in my eyes because my sweet baby boy, my first born didn't want me to comfort him like I usually do.   I swear, a part of me died inside.  So, I got my mom and she stayed with Hudson last night while I took Alexis.  It  actually worked out well, because I am the only one who can feed Alexis right now so this was the way it had to be.  But rationalizing it still didn't make it hurt any less.  I have been replaced!

I knew that things wold be different after we brought Alexis home.  I am/was so surprised at how well everyone has adjusted.  Hudson loves his baby sister and we are all getting plenty of rest.  Life is GREAT!  God is WONDERFUL.  I just wasn't expecting Hudson to grow up so much and start to push me away.

Did I mention that it seems like he went from a baby to a little kid over the two days we were at the hospital?  I left him as my baby, but came back to big kid.  That was hard to swallow too.  I'm not sure exactly what changed but it has.  Maybe its just my perception.  Either way it's weird.

I still have the most perfect children on earth and couldn't be more in love with both of them.  I was prepared for crying and sleepless nights, but instead I got an independent little boy.  And that, my friend, has been the hardest part.

Friday, March 21, 2014

One Week Old

It is so hard to believe that our little princess is a week old!   A lot has happened in the past week!  We came home from the hospital.  Adjusted to being a family of four.  Alexis had her first outings. She also lost her umbilical cord.  Hudson got to hold his little sister for the first time too!

It has been an amazing week!

Alexis is such a good baby!  She eats and sleeps so well.  I have to wake her up to feed in the middle of the night.  We are the luckiest parents on earth to have a healthy baby that eats well and sleeps through the night so well.  Hopefully this will last, because I am sure enjoying my rest.  :)

At one week old Alexis has lost and gained back some weight.  She was born at 7lbs 3 oz, but by the following Tuesday she had dropped to 6lbs 11 oz.  Today we went back to her doctor and she had gained 4 oz (6 lbs 15oz).  After discussing her reluctance to wake to nurse at night and spitting up her doctor told me to do some experimenting this weekend.  He told me to feed her on demand and at night to see how long she would go on her own without waking up to eat (putting a limit on 7 hours).  Tonight we will give this a try, but it makes me so nervous as a mommy.  I will still be waking up to check on her, but her doctor seems to think that she might just be one of those rare babies that "gets it" (meaning night and day sleeping/eating schedule) right after birth.  He said that she is only the third baby in his entire career to have been able to do this.  I will be calling him Monday to let him know how everything goes and decide how to move forward.

At one week old Alexis:

  • is in Newborn diapers 
  • wears newborn clothes (they are so big on her)
  • nurses 8+ times a day and has plenty of wet and dirty diapers (yes, there is a checklist)
  • Sleeps in a rock n'play sleeper at night
  • looks so cute in bows
  • has the most beautiful dark brown hair
  • Laughs and smiles in her sleep
  • likes getting her hair washed but hates diaper changes and sponge baths
  • lost her bellybutton stump (Hudson was there when it happened and was a little traumatized) 
  • rarely cries
  • is so good natured and easy going
  • has a big brother that adores her and wants to hold her all the time


Have I mentioned we feel so blessed, lucky, fortunate, and thankful to have two healthy children!

Happy One Week Birthday Sweet Baby Alexis!  We all love you so much and are beyond happy you are FINALLY HERE!

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Alexis' Birthday!!!!! March 14, 2014

It is 5:40 in the morning, March 15.  My sweet little girl isn't even 24 hours old.  She stayed in the nursery last night so that Steve and I could get a good nights rest, but I have been up for a while chomping at the bit to go get her.  I thought it would be a good time to write down Alexis' birth story so it's still fresh in my mind.  I don't want to forget a single thing.

First, let me say that Alexis is 100% perfect!  Her daddy and I are completely and totally in love with that 7lb 3oz bundle of joy!

About a week and a half ago, my doctor and I decided on March 14th for an induction date.  This past Tuesday at my last prenatal appointment that date was confirmed.  I was still only dilated to 2 cm and ready to meet my baby.  The next few days I spent loving on Hudson and planning/cleaning.  My parents would be/are watching Hudson while we are at the hospital and I wanted the house to be as clean as possible for when we came home.  Anyway, Wednesday March 13th I was tying up loose ends:  vacuuming, sanitizing, laundry... you know, the fun stuff!   :)  Around 5 that evening I went to the restroom and realized I was losing my mucus plug.  There was no question.  Up until this point I hadn't really even had a Braxton Hicks contraction so I was a little excited that my body had finally decided to do something to prepare for labor.  I didn't think it meant much though because I have heard that once you lose your plug, it can still be weeks before labor starts.

My parents arrived around 7:00pm and Hud was beyond excited!  He had been talking about "playing with grandma and grandpa" for days!  Side note:  I'm so glad Hudson loves his grandparents so much!  Anyway, they arrived and Hud got to open lots of presents!  He is such a lucky little boy.  After that, we all went out to dinner.  I called it my last supper because that was the last meal I would be able to eat before my induction the next day.  When we got home, we put Hud to bed ( I may or may not have cried while kissing him goodnight for the last time as an only child...) and my parents, Steve, and I finished some laundry, did some packing, and put some baby gear together.  We all went to bed by 11:00pm.

Around midnight I woke up with some mildly uncomfortable cramping.  Again, I didn't think much of it.  However, the cramping kept coming at intervels of 6-12 minutes.  They weren't painful, but they did make it very hard to sleep.  I spent most of the night trying to get comfortable.  At 5am I called the hospital as instructed to see when they wanted me to come in to "get things started" and they told me that the hospital was crazy busy and said they would call me back when a bed was available.  I went back to sleep for an hour or so then got ready.  It was nice having the morning to visit with my parents and play with Hudson a little more.  While we were sitting in the living room I told my mom that I had been having cramps the night before and that those "cramps" had turned into mild contractions.  They were still happing consistently, just not regularly.  I told her that I think that this was the real thing and that Alexis was gong to come soon no matter what.  haha  Then my phone rang.  The hospital called to tell me that a bed would be ready around 10am.  We gathered all our bags and got one last family picture of three before Steve and I made our way to the hospital.

We got there right on time and check in was a breeze.  As soon as they took us back to our room, I changed, got hooked up to monitors and had an IV put in.  Then there was a lot of questions to answer and things to set up and by the time the nurse checked me I was dilated to 4 cm!  I was only at 2cm days before.  The contractions I was having were getting stronger and so at 12:30 I was given an epidural.  at 1:30pm I was at 5 cm and my doctor came in to break my water in hopes of helping things along.  Well, it did because one hour later I was 8 cm!!!!  If it didn't feel real before, it did now!  We were soooo close!  Over the next two hours I had to change positions a few times because Alexis' heart rate was fluctuating.  It wasn't anything horrible, but enough to warrant some changes.  At: 4:20 pm my nurse came in and was debating to check me to see if there had been any progress.  She decided to go ahead and check and was SHOCKED!  Alexis' little head was ready to come out!

The next few minutes were crazy!  My nurse along with some other people came in my room and began to set everything up for delivery.  We did one practice push at 4:42pm and my nurse said that was all we were going to do.  She needed to call the doctor because our sweet baby was going to come any minute!!!!  My doctor came in and after pushing through 3 contractions (less than 10 minutes) Alexis Grace was born at 4:51pm.  She came into the world crying and hungry.  Once she was placed on my chest she immediately started sucking her thumb and looking for food!  haha

Alexis weighed 7lbs 3oz and was 20 inches long!  O did I mention that she has a full head of long BLACK HAIR?!?!?!  Steve and I (along with the rest of our family) were shocked!  If I didn't watch that baby come out of me I would have some serious questions as to weather or not she was really mine!  It is crazy how different Hudson and Alexis looked!

Steve and I got some time along with Alexis then my parents brought Hudson to the hospital.  He was curious about her, but wasn't overly interested.  He was more concerned about his presents that Alexis got him.  :)  It was so nice having just the four of us together to bond.  I'm so glad we stuck to our plan of having it just be us for a while at the hospital before allowing any visitors.

The grandparents were eagerly waiting to meet Alexis, so before we got transported to mother/baby everyone got to come in and meet her.  Alexis was then taken to the nursery and I was taken to my room to get cleaned up and get some of the tubes and wires removed.  It was insane how many "things" I was hooked up to.  My  new nurse told me I could stay in the hospital gown or change into whatever clothes I wanted.  Well, that was a no brainer!  It was wonderful getting back into my own clothes!  I felt human again.

All the family came back to the room to spend more time with Alexis.  Everyone got a chance to hold her.  We got some dinner and ate together.  People stayed until about 10:00pm.  Hudson was a champ! When everyone left, we tried nursing and I was amazed at how well Alexis has taken to it.  It was so easy and she nursed for 30 minutes.

I am feeling great especially after getting some much needed sleep.  I did have a 2nd degree tear during delivery, so I'm recovering from that.  It isn't bad though.  :)

We are so thankful and blessed to have had such a smooth pregnancy and delivery.  Its so funny that I had planned on being induced, but ended up not needing to be because my sweet little girl was ready to come on her own!  It was a completely wonderful and different experience than the first time around.  I experienced going into labor naturally and contractions neither of which I had with Hudson's birth.
Alexis is perfect and we couldn't have asked for a better baby!

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

A Surprise Baby Shower and lots of tears!

I didn't sleep much last night.  Can you imagine why?!?!  I think I'm just stressing about everything from Alexis to delivery to how Hud will deal with all the new changes in our family.  So, this morning I had bible study and I was just tired and behind.  Everything seemed to be taking me 10X longer than it should.  Hudson was really sweet and cooperative though so that really helped.  He even said "mom, you look pretty mom" when I was trying to get him changed and ready to go.  It nearly brought me to tears (hormonal much).

I'm usually really early for bible study but got there right on time today.  Hud went right to his room and was excited to play with all of his friends.  He doesn't cry at all anymore!  LOVE THAT KID.  Anyway, I get to my room and I see that our table is all decorated with a pink tablecloth and flowers.  When I got closer I saw gifts, cupcakes, and flowers.  I thought to myself this must be for someone's birthday and made the comment that the table looked so pretty.  Thats when all the ladies at my table got up and gave me a hug and told me it was a surprise shower for me!  I burst into tears right there.

When we moved to Louisville, I felt so alone.  Not really knowing many people was really hard, but these women in this group became my lifeline.  I looked forward to seeing them every week and have really enjoyed getting to know all of them.  Their kind gesture today meant more to me than they will ever know.   Words can't describe how loved I felt.  After bible study, all the women at my table put their hands on me and prayed.  They prayed for a smooth delivery, a healthy baby, for an easy transition for hudson and us too.  It was beautiful and something I never want to forget.  Alexis got so many sweet gifts and I even got a Costco and Starbucks gift card.  Im sure Ill have no problem using those!  haha

The rest of my day has just been extremely sentimental.  I have cried a lot thinking about everything that is going to happen in the next 48 hours.  What is causing me the most stress is Hudson.  I keep thinking about how his world is about to be rocked and I just melt.  Tomorrow is the last day Hudson will be an only child.  yep, there goes the tears....  ugh  I talked/cried to Steve about it and he has really helped calm me down.  He isn't scared or nervous at all.  He says he is just so excited for Alexis to get here and to have our family all together.

Steve has really stepped up and been my rock.  He has helped calm me down and made me feel like the most important woman on earth.  I love him so much and am so thankful God put him in my life.

To Hudson,

Your daddy and I love you more than words can say.  You will always be our first born and you will always hold a special place in our hearts.  I pray that you adjust to no longer being an only child well.  We love you so much and that will never change.

To Alexis,

Hurry up and get here already!  haha WE ARE ALL SO EXCITED TO MEET YOU!  I am so anxious to finally see and hold the little girl I have felt for months.  There is so much anticipation in the air we can almost taste it.  Your daddy, brother, and I love you so much and pray that you come into this world healthy and safe & sound.  We love you so much!

In a little more than 24 hours we will be headed to the hospital to meet Alexis Grace.  I am so EXCITED!!!!!!!!

Hudson & Mommy day!

I am trying really hard to take advantage of all the one-on-one time I have left with Hudson, where there won't be anyone else to take attention away from him.  I'm pretty sure in the past week I may have overloaded him with mommy/son time.....  o-well

Yesterday, after my doctors appointment Hud and I swung by Chick-fil-A to pick up lunch.  It was such a beautiful day I thought we could have a picnic at the park.  Hud has been asking about having a picnic for the past few days.  After lunch, Hudson played and ran.  He made some little friends and I met some really nice moms.  Hud had a little girl chasing him around and following his every move.  She was like his little shadow for a good thirty minutes.  It was really cute!

After park time, I took Hudson to my favorite ice cream place, Greater's!  We split a cookies n'cream ice cream cone.  Hudson held it and "shared" with me.  hehe  HE LOVED IT!  Surprise Surprise!

I can't tell you what a fun day Hudson and I had.  I don't know if I am just appreciating the alone time we have more, but it really felt wonderful and special.

I love Hudson soooo much.  The new dynamics in our family are bound to change some things, but I hope Hudson knows that we will ALWAYS love him so much.






Monday, March 10, 2014

39 weeks pregnant with Alexis

So, this is what 39 weeks pregnant feels like..... :)

Honestly, it isn't bad at all.  I'm sleeping well, I feel pretty good, and mentally am prepared for what's to come.  There isn't much to report other than that.  It's been the same for the past few weeks.

Alexis seems to be doing great.  She is moving around a lot still.  My next appointment with my doctor is tomorrow morning.  As nice as having everything sounds (the induction) It sure would be nice if tomorrow my doctor said that tomorrow was THE day!  I hope to be a lot farther along tomorrow that way even if we still have to wait until Friday, hopefully it will be quick and easy.

We are ALMOST completely ready for Alexis to get here!  I say almost because I want to re-pack my bags and we still have to put the carseat in the car.  I don't trust Steve to do it once this party gets going, so I'll do that myself this afternoon.  :)

Alexis,

Hurry up and get here!  I love you so much!

Mommy

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Our LAST weekend as a family of 3

Now that we have a date in place (she could come sooner), things seem to be hitting me HARD!

I am over the moon excited that in 5 days I will get to meet my daughter.  I am beyond thrilled that our little family will be complete (more than likely).

BUT....I am a sentimental person and everything seems bittersweet right now.  This is our last weekend that I am ONLY a mommy to a perfect little boy.  This is the last weekend we will be a family of three...  Then the tears start to fill my eyes!  I love this life we have created for ourselves.  I love the family I have.

Steve and I wanted to make this LAST weekend special before our worlds are turned upside-down.  I wish I would have taken pictures....

Friday we did a lot of playing.  I took Hudson to the park and hope to again this afternoon when he wakes up.  Saturday, we all went to the zoo!  Hudson had so much fun!  It was awesome!  He was so excited to see all the animals and did a great job walking the whole way.  After his nap we went to church then stopped by DQ to get ice cream!  After dinner we spent the rest of the night cuddling and watching TV.

I have been blessed with a wonderful husband and perfect son (and daughter).  As this weekend comes to an end and countdown to Alexis' arrival continues, I can only hope I take the time to cherish every moment and enjoy the laughing, cuddles, routines of life, and baby kicks.  As I said before, things are changing and I can either fight it or embrace it and I'm sure hoping to do the later.

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

We FINALLY have a plan!

Today started off pretty rough.  I was scrambling to get ready for my doctors appointment, had to scrape ice off my car while dripping sweat (right after taking a shower), got stuck in lots of traffic then got lost all before my 8:40am doctors appointment.  Needless to say there were a lot of tears and lots of things I said that I wish I could take back....  It looks like I'll be trying to "unteach" Hudson some new words and phrases.

HOWEVER, there is a silver lining to my hectic morning....

Once at the doctors office things got much MUCH better.  Hudson was so well behaved and was complimented by literally everyone!  I was so thankful.  He didn't make a noise during my ultrasound (except to sing the alphabet for the technition).  Alexis is doing great!  They did a biophysical test on her today to make sure she was still "thriving"  on the inside.  She passed with flying colors!  Alexis is measuring right on track and is estimated to be 7lbs right now.  She was breathing beautifully and kicking like a champ!  Her heart rate stayed steady in the 140's!  I was so happy to hear this.  O and she is STILL a girl!

After the ultrasound I had my blood pressure taken and it was 112/58!  That's pretty perfect for a 38+ week pregnant woman!  I was so happy!  After that I met with my doctor and she said we are making a little progress (2cm dilated) but because I was induced with Hudson with no problems she said that if Alexis wasn't here by next Friday (March 14th) they would go ahead and induce me.  She (my doctor) will be working that day and will get to deliver Alexis.  I was ecstatic about that news!  This makes life so much easier.  The planner in me was seriously doing flips!  WE HAVE A PLAN!  I have a little over a week to get completely packed and organized.  My parents will have time to get here and I can (God Willing) have a pain free labor and delivery this time around too!

I'm so happy!

It's funny because yesterday I was really wishing that Alexis would come any day, but now I really hope she stays put until next Friday....  I like knowing, I like being able to prepare, and I like that I know exactly how things will happen.  No surprises!

So, that's my news for today.  It may not seem like much to anyone else, but this is probably the best news I could have gotten today.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Mommy & Son Day

Today has been a great day!  Steve had to work late tonight, but that didn't keep Hudson and me from having a super fun day!  We played (a lot), read lots of books, worked on his preschool activity books, ate pizza and ice cream for dinner, had a bubble bath (Hud, not me), read more, and passed out (again, Hudson not me).  IT WAS A GREAT DAY for a mother/son day!  I really enjoyed all the cuddles and kisses I got.  It was precious.  I LOVED building tunnels and tickling little feet.  I will NEVER EVER EVER get tired of his sweet little laugh and hearing him tell me he loves me.  I am so glad we got the chance to spend a lot of good quality one-on-one time together.  I know that there won't be tons of just Hudson and mommy time in the near future.

I love that little boy so much and couldn't imagine my life without him.  He is my world.   Steve and I love Hudson sooooo much.  Our world is about to change, but one thing that will never change is our love for our little boy.  We hope that when Alexis does finally get here that we can help Hudson with the transition of becoming a BIG BROTHER.  So far he doesn't really have a clue....so we will see.  I'm not anticipating a difficult transition, but we want to be prepared anyway.  My biggest worry is that Hudson will feel left out?  get less attention?  I don't know.....  It will all work out and Steve and I are going to do everything in our power to make sure Hudson feels loved and gets lots of attention.

Tomorrow I have a doctor appointment.  Again, I am not getting my hopes up that anything exciting will come of it.  I'm ready, but apparently Alexis is not.  We are just going to have to wait for HER to decide to come.  In the meantime I am going to enjoy being a mommy to the worlds sweetest little boy!

God is so good and life is wonderful.

We are so lucky.

Monday, March 3, 2014

38 weeks pregnant....yep, still pregnant!

This is officially the longest I have EVER been pregnant!  If this pregnancy were like my first pregnancy with Hudson, Alexis would have been born 4 hours ago!  blah  Unless Alexis decides to make an appearance sometime today....  I'm not holding my breath though.

At 38 weeks pregnant, Alexis has perked back up.  She has been rolling and kicking a lot the past few days.  I enjoy it because it lets me know she is doing ok.  I'm not going to lie though, it can get really uncomfortable at times.  She is a strong little girl!

I am feeling great!  I haven't had any swelling other than in my hands/fingers first thing in the morning.  My cold and sore throat are almost nonexistent and overall I'm sleeping really well!  Have I mentioned how different this pregnancy is than my first one?!?!  haha   Life is pretty good and I am pleasantly surprised by how comfortable I am this far along.

My next doctor appointment is scheduled for Wednesday morning and I am as anxious as ever....  I am really ready now for Alexis to get here.  The only thing I can think of that I absolutely NEED to do before she arrives is install her carseat.  Everything else has been washed and assembled.  I'm not too worried about the car seat though because it's the same one we used with Hudson and it shouldn't be too difficult.  COME ON ALEXIS!  MOMMY WANTS TO MEET YOU!  xoxo

Dear Alexis,

I love you more than you will ever know.  You are so precious to me and I am so looking forward to meeting you.  I will miss carrying you with me everywhere, but I am so excited to kiss your beautiful cheeks and rub your back.  I can't wait to hold your little hands and feet.  Unfortunately, I don't think your big brother Hudson understands what your arrival will mean.  He will love you so much once you are hear, but right now it is just too hard for him to "get it".  We are all so excited and anxious about your arrival.  All your clothes have been washed, folded, and hung.  The hospital bag is packed for you and I have a few adorable choices for you to wear.  :)  Your swings are assembled and I have diaper changing stations ready on every floor of the house.  Now all we need is you!  Hurry up baby girl!  We want you here with us!

Love,
Mommy, daddy, and Hudson